2010年10月31日星期日

保护自己和感激

薇说的对,我应该学会保护自己不要再轻易让人伤害我自己!
而且我也很高兴有你们这一帮好朋友~~
感恩~~
你们的安慰和关心我全数收到了!
说真的很感动~~很感激~~
有你们真好~~

哭了~~~

为什么最近什么不好的事都发生了呢???
这次是我以前的好姐妹伤透了我的心,虽然我很怀疑她曾把我当成好姐妹嘛???
这次是我的course mate plan to go to borneo highland today around 7am.

然后故事开头是这样的:
昨天我和朋友去唱K、吃海鲜时,才知道他们今天要去borneo highland所以他们买了好多的食物好今天煮了带去野餐(多可悲啊!我现在才知道有此事!)。然后他们就叫我去问我那所谓的好姐妹,因为当他们讨论要去时,她说,如果我要去,她就不去因为她去过了!但是去吃海鲜时,我还没问出口,就听到她说,她要和一个男的要去borneo highland骑马和讨论要穿什么衣服去。你看不是我不问但是是她都已经plan好要去那儿做什么了,那我还需要问吗?我想即使我问出口她也会说她忘了她曾说过的话了!她总是在需要我的帮忙时才会找我,其它时候都是把我当成透明的!但是我也甘之诺太,因为我在这里真的太想要有个朋友了!但是想不到。。。这次我真的哭了~~

2010年10月29日星期五

Angry

          Today morning around 9 o'clock, my presentation group member sms me that they are on the way to faculty already and ask me to go there now. Then i prepared myself to go out... but suddenly i received a massage from my another assignment group member (a guy) ask me to print out the assignment that needed to pass up today but i on the way out already so i replied him, "No free now going to hv 2 presentation. Sorry". Then, I received his message again, it's contain was " Thn no nd hand up lo... kep u busy.". (Guys, now you all know why I type in English).

           OMG...!@#!@%$@#%#$#^$%&%. What kind of person of that? It is no me don't want to help his printed out but i really rushed to presentation. I was so angry that moment but i did not flare up and replied him, " U email the assignment lar later my class end at 12 then i go CAIS (my university's library) to print it out" but he did not reply me. On the way to faculty, I really want to cry... No matter how, i were still not cry out and i met him at SIR(student interact room) and i still silly asked him whether need me to print it out but he looked like want to ignore me... but lastly he still answer my question after second time i asked him. He told me that he already printed it out... #$%#$$%#$#$#$@#$#@$

OMG... If every guy is like this pattern i think i will be single whole life....

2010年10月26日星期二

崩溃~~

不知最近怎么一回事,总觉得自己真的要崩溃了~~~T.T
觉得自己真的很笨,什么事情都做不好~~
人际关系不好、ass.又没做好、功课也懒得理。。。
考试成绩一塌糊涂~~~~
昨天house mate 把我的热水壶弄坏了!
而又因为我不过自立无能把这事情好好的解决~~
真的很累、很累~~~
离乡背井的日子很不好过、没人可以依靠、自己又不可靠~~(哈哈~~)
我真的希望我真的能拥有独当一面的能力啊~~~~~~~~~